Content mourning for discussions of general abuse and religious manipulation.

Some place underneath. I'm I'm so much Oh my God, I woke up crying.

I'm usually, like, very in control of my emotions.

I have everything planned.

I'm a go-getter.

I have it all researched.

I have it all done.

I'm on top of it. I don't need nobody. Nobody

needs me. I got it.

And I just woke up from period

times this morning and I started crying

and I hate it so much because I feel

like I can't talk about it because the men are

going to be like, see, this is why you can't be

do nothing. Well, also don't listen

to any of those men and also why are

they listening to your talks who are who who are these men listening to you're just a made up man in

my head it's it's fair because we do get so much noise from so many different places and so many

apps and so many things it does kind of create a tulpa um in a way i think. What's a topa? It's like a, what's the

word? Oh my God. Wait, I'm going to come up with a different word for it. It's a hat. It's a big

old hat. Oh my God, what is it called? It's a gay bandana. Wait, hang on. I got to come up

the word or I'm going to go insane. It's a shiny bandana. Wait, hang on. I got to come up the word or I'm going to go insane.

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