When you're up against death and you're like I used to scroll on that app for hours

When I was diagnosed this last time the term used was incurable I was afraid of not having any money I was afraid of losing you I wasn't a good enough friend I wasn't a strong enough partner

guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt I do not want to blog anymore I do not want to take shots of this anymore and there he is. I know no one has

the birth story they plan for. A lot of men would have broken and you just never broke.

If it all fails, I'll just sell sandwiches.

And I think I'd love selling sandwiches.

I'm not really willing to share his dirt online.

The comments were Where's Beck?

Why aren't you guys being more honest?

It's all out there. Stop speculating. We've really never talked about

Lee's death. What did her passing teach you about death? I don't have the YouTube

studio app. I have no idea if the video is

performing well. So healthy. I love that. You've changed. You know you've changed your

mind. You've changed the way you think. This fricked question card game is so intense.

All right, let's hear the intro.

Welcome back to reroute. We're your house, Aemon and Beck, and it has been three years

since we last recorded a podcast. I think we have good reason for the pause.

We lost our best friend to suicide. We had a lot of time grieving that. I was diagnosed with cancer, beat cancer, found out I was pregnant, and then at 33 weeks pregnant, found out I had stage 4 breast cancer and it's been seven months since then we have a beautiful baby girl

We have a super happy healthy wonderful life and I just feel like the title of this episode needs to be

WTF just happened baby what just happened in our lives the last three years

I don't even wow Wow, what an intro.

I mean, I'm hooked already.

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