Wrestling with God (hating God, "blessing", & hopelessness)
The Deep End w/Taylor Welch
Taylor A Welch
4.9 • 1.1K Ratings
🗓️ 27 May 2026
⏱️ 151 minutes
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Summary
Episodes Mentioned:The Frequency of Holy Spirit: https://youtu.be/8MjQyNXorJU?si=BJcE65kLDA-BWdLUHearing God Practically: https://youtu.be/6TSHXI79QEg?si=SnhL1_613FD5DlvDMissing God's Voice: https://youtu.be/t4To04ifTRU?si=FWLhVEaXUZr9nMC9Manifestation: https://youtu.be/Ap4wBQWVSSg?si=ojJhpT47J-5kympoGo Deeper on Topics From the Showhttp://www.novosnetwork.com/kairosDeep End Websitehttps://deependtv.com/Get Weekly UpdatesText "TAW" to 615-845-5977Taylor's Websitehttps://taylorawelch.com/Twitter: https://twitter.com/taylorawelchInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/@taylorawelchFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/taylorawelchprofileTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@taylorawelchFull Deep End Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsJLC9JVAX745VhRtK7BsoBWKXF0yVrsB&si=YqkT8lg5eFell2o3Listen to The Deep EndApple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-deep-end-w-taylor-welch/id1500492987Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3Pqrl9Xpuja6kSPjHUgxF4?si=0e673cd31d5d4217BIO:Taylor Welch is an investor & business consultant. His portfolio of companies have serviced over 50,000 individual small businesses in the last 5 years. He currently lives in Nashville Tennessee with his wife and 2 kidsCHAPTERS:1:30 Start4:15 Is God Real?15:22 Does God Care?21:25 Fasting and Disobedience30:05 Cost of Following God30:55 Giving Away the Companies33:24 Hearing God Audibly40:05 Suicidal Spiral Explained47:48 FTC Investigation Pressure52:43 Talking to God 59:29 Learning to Hear God1:03:44 Airport Test and Vision1:16:03 New Problems Following God1:24:03 Tribe Reputation Tension1:26:07 Why Spiritual Hunger Surges1:35:24 Counterfeit Revival1:39:03 Beyond "Fire Insurance"1:49:27 Messy Church And Microbiome1:52:28 Biosphere Trees Need Wind1:56:07 Negotiating With God1:58:32 Discipline And Trust2:07:13 God Trusts The Messy2:10:37 Tuning Your Appetite2:20:37 Blessing Through Correction2:26:10 Prayer
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| 0:30.1 | Right, home from work, walk the dog, kids are back, up the stairs for something. |
| 0:37.9 | Back down. |
| 0:39.3 | No idea what I went up for. |
| 0:42.0 | Mom, what's for dinner? |
| 0:43.7 | Chop, sizzle, done. |
| 0:47.2 | Hello Fresh can't slow life down, |
| 0:49.2 | but it makes bringing everyone together around the table a whole lot easier. |
| 0:53.1 | So its phones down, forks up. |
| 0:55.6 | Hello, Fresh. |
| 0:56.5 | Bring back dinner time. |
| 0:59.8 | My prayer was really bad. |
| 1:01.7 | It started with, I'm not an idiot, |
| 1:03.5 | so I'm not going to become an atheist. |
| 1:06.2 | I'm safe from that. |
| 1:07.3 | But I will never trust you again because you're a bad dad. |
| 1:09.9 | I'm crying and telling him this |
| 1:11.1 | out loud. I would never allow my four-year-olds to go into an environment where I knew she was going to be subjected to the behavior that would traumatize her. I would warn her. I would tell her. I'll pull her out of that. I wouldn't let her go and be abused by other people, and that's what you did, in fact it's worse, you told me to go there. You're the one that told me to go into this |
| 1:30.6 | thing that abused me. I'll never trust you again. I can't believe that you're such a bad dad. But I will acknowledge that you were God. By March of 2023, I was full on suicidal. It doesn't feel selfish. It feels selfless. This is the only way I can make sure my new son and my |
| 1:45.1 | daughter and my wife who I love are able to have the life that they deserve to have is if I'm no |
| 1:50.1 | longer in the equation messing it up. The debate, Jake, is not whether God is real. The debate is |
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