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OMG! OMG! You guys, it's another Andy Scrawls emergency episode. What the fuck is even happening at this point?

I really truly don't know. I thought it was Friday for several hours today. My mother, Tobe, shout out the Tobe's.

I just left after staying at Mikasa, a.k.a. the cloth for a couple days. And throughout all of that, unfortunately, as long as I'm on my fucking phone.

Because of this goddamn 18-part Bethany Rachel, tell all or tell some or tell the little and then celebrate.

So I didn't get a chance to actually listen to part two until essentially early this evening and then guested on a podcast.

And then here I am now. Guesting on this one that I happen to host. It's episode 400, whatever. Leave me the fuck alone.

Okay, so here's the deal. Bethany announces she's putting out this fucking podcast. And I assume that it's going to be a two-parter.

Because of the way that the non-outro led me to believe this was not yet over and after putting out or at least recording yesterday's part one.

I come to find out it's motherfucking three parts plus unfortunately God help us all. Maybe some bonus footage. So I assumed, okay, she's truly making this into a reunion.

It's going to be three parts, truly gird your lines for another hour long P2. So I woke up to a bunch of fucking updates, summaries, reviews, mumbo jumbo clips.

I found myself very upset about the clips that I heard before listening to the full episode, which I assumed was going to be an hour long.

It was in fact not. It was 28 minutes. I believe plus commercials bringing it to 35 minutes in total.

It felt longer though. And I thought I was going to feel differently going in. This is kind of the conflict a little bit of having a bunch of thoughts and feels as is natural. I feel a hopped up right now guys.

Oh my God, I just had some leftover via Corona. I've dairy and gluten coursing through my veins. Before my body does truly implode. I am using that energy for good, the good of recording this episode.

So I really just found myself in a position of just feeling really hot and bothered about this stuff that I had heard regarding China and the incident in New York, the narrative around some discussion of some of the cast members accepting Tom.

Concern when it came to the revenge porn conversation between obviously between Bethany and Rachel about how Tom behaved and possible control that he had over the narrative at Bravo and just like these little moments.

And then I listened to the episode and I have to tell you I had a different kind of feeling coming out of it, which was a genuine sadness and confusion about what Bethany and Rachel believe that this interview is doing.

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