And it's crazy because we had arguments with like I fought

For alcohol like it was a good thing like oh like it makes me a better man

It makes me peaceful

Yeah, I want me to play

Where's my crown like I made a excuse for that? Yeah, and say you want me to play where's the crown right?

well, you know and seeing my kids see that I

make an excuse for something that she was worried about yeah, and

And

When she got out the hole, you know, that was in mind, and yeah, I'm here to pull them out. Yeah

Man, what was revealed to you in counseling about yourself?

Well first first of all

You are so strong like I don't think you realize how strong you are and to

To like help me come out of my dark spot, but then be stuck in here is like

Love is a treasure chest, but once opened our hearts become vulnerable. I went back to Vegas

It was the sky. He appeared as a friend

Sure enough, it led to Italy

Alignment can't be ignored. We talked about certain topics for us having kids. She didn't want to have kids

And that was one of the red flags and I know you desire marriage. So I think it's best

You move on with your life

Which is what you do

She didn't ask me why I knew several other women's bodies better than I knew my own

I watched their videos within having sex, so I would try to imitate that no discussion is all limits dear future

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