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lesbianromantic.com slash support. Raven stared at her computer for a full minute without reading a single word of the email.

A co-worker walked by and made her snap out of her days.

She didn't recognize him.

Must be one of the newbies. Raven thought and looked back at her screen.

It was 9.30 in the morning and

Raven had arrived at work very early she wanted to get a proposal to her boss

before noon it should have been finished days ago but Raven had procrastinated

until the day of the deadline she still hadn't gotten her focus back at work.

Her inability to focus had only gotten worse

since she had sent Natalie a message and had gotten no reply.

Again, after several days of waiting, Raven was losing hope.

Maybe it was the message itself. She now saw that it hadn't been a good one.

She should have apologized for leaving Belgium so suddenly. She should not have pretended like they

had parted on good terms. When Jasmine had convinced her to get back in touch with Natalie, Raven had acted fast.

She had felt like she would change her mind if she waited any longer.

And so she had sent the first thing that came to mind.

Now, Raven was in the agonizing position of deciding if she would send another message. She could say sorry

and try to fix the mistake. Maybe then Natalie would respond. But what if Natalie just never wanted

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