So yeah, I've been rebellious and I've been, I want to do what I want to do when I want to do it.

And I mean, it was happy for five minutes.

And then I was sick and miserable and regretful and embarrassed.

And then as soon as I started getting to know Jesus and like realizing what he's done for us.

That despite all those foolish things that I've done in my life,

he just loves you.

He's just waiting for you.

I'm Christina Eptt.

I met Jesus when I was 14 through a friend,

and she basically invited me to her Bible study youth group or whatever and then

you fast forward I got married at 31 uh divorced 16 years later and realized that I had been missing

having God in my life and started searching for a church. Christmas Eve 2015, I was like, oh,

there was that 1122 that I always heard about or saw bumper stickers. I said, we go check it out.

I spent basically my whole married life. I knew God. I knew who he was. And I really thought

I was hiding from God and I had it. And I really thought I was hiding from God.

And I had it.

And then realizing that despite all my mistakes

and despite all the bad choices,

God still loves you.

And, you know, being rebellious only hurts yourself.

When Jobi announced the one initiative,

it was a big push to write down that scary number.

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