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Moonbeaming

Why You Hate Money And What To Do About It

Moonbeaming

Sarah Faith Gottesdiener

Business, Tarot, Arts, Healing, Feminism, Health & Fitness, Moon, Boundaries, Art, Spirituality, Witch, Religion & Spirituality, Money, Witchcraft, Creativity, Energy Work, Psychology, Mental Health, Visual Arts, Magic, Mysticism

4.9 • 1.2K Ratings

🗓️ 29 April 2026

⏱️ 46 minutes

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Summary

This episode of Moonbeaming is proudly sponsored by Weiser Books. Since 1957, Weiser has been a leading publisher of esoteric and occult teachings from around the world, sharing beloved works on astrology, tarot, witchcraft, and magical traditions. Moonbeaming listeners can enjoy 30% off Weiser’s collection at redwheelweiser.com with code MOON30 and be sure to sign up for their newsletter to stay updated on new releases and special offerings. --- What if you didn’t have to have it all figured out to begin again? On this episode of Moonbeaming, Sarah sits down with poet, astrologer, and author Heidi Rose Robbins to explore what it means to move through change with more presence, creativity, and trust. Together, they reflect on what the Moon Studio is calling the “year of the pivot”—a time of reinvention, letting go, and becoming someone new, often without having a clear plan. They talk about how to navigate these moments without forcing clarity or perfection, and why the smallest steps can be the most powerful place to begin. Heidi shares how poetry, astrology, and daily practices like writing can become a tool to help us move through uncertainty with more compassion. The two also explore the role of repetition in creativity, the importance of showing up consistently (even imperfectly), and how structure can support us as we evolve. In this episode, you’ll hear: - Why 2026 is a “year of the pivot” and what that actually means - How to take the first step when you don’t feel ready - Using poetry and writing as a tool for emotional alchemy - Letting go of urgency and reconnecting to presence - Why repetition—not perfection—is the key to creative work - The power of daily practices (like Heidi’s “Moon Notes”) - How astrology can be a tool for self-compassion and connection - Learning to trust timing, cycles, and your own inner knowing This episode is an invitation to slow down, listen more deeply, and trust that something new may already be opening. Meet Heidi: Heidi Rose Robbins has been a professional astrologer for 25 years, helping thousands of clients all over the globe live with more authenticity and joy. Her podcast, THE RADIANCE PROJECT, features poetry, astrology, and good company. Twice a year, she leads Radiant Life Retreats for people wishing to take a deeper dive into her work. She is also a guest faculty member at Esalen in Big Sur, CA. Heidi has written two books of poetry, This Beckoning Ceaseless Beauty and Wild Compassion, and has been a featured poet at two TedX events. Her 12-book series The Zodiac Love Letters, was published by One Idea Press, and last year her new book, Everyday Radiance--based on her daily Instagram offerings--was published by Chronicle. Heidi lives in Los Angeles. heidirose.com @heidiroserobbins - IG Substack - @heidiroserobbins

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0:00.0

I do not remember a time in my conscious life that I was not thinking about money.

0:13.0

When money did not play a role in my everyday life, my everyday choices, as well as the much larger decisions I made with my life,

0:28.2

whether that be where I lived or what I did, or if I could apply to school, or what jobs I could

0:37.2

apply to. And then later on, now and my business,

0:42.7

it definitely decides so many different aspects of my existence. I've done so much actual work around money. I have done money magic. I have changed my

1:00.8

behaviors around money. I really have had to. If you run a business, you have to. You cannot be

1:07.7

successful in a business without thinking about why you're afraid of money

1:16.0

and maybe even why you hate money. And in this episode, I'm going to get into it. This is an episode for creatives who want to start making money from their creativity,

1:34.3

but really feel like you have a block or a series of blocks.

1:42.7

This is for business owners who feel like they're at a plateau, they're at some kind of

1:48.0

income level that they cannot seem to surpass, even though consciously they would like

1:56.8

to make more money.

1:58.4

We're going to get into as much as I possibly can on today's episode.

2:04.9

So take a deep breath, soften your belly, get a pad and something to write with because we're

2:15.4

going to talk about why you resent money, why you're afraid of money,

2:22.6

and maybe even why you hate money as a creative.

2:33.5

Welcome to the moonbeaming podcast. I'm Sarah Faith Gattestiner, an artist, author, and

2:40.4

intuitive, and together we'll explore life through a creative and spiritual lens. You'll learn so

2:47.4

much about mysticism, creativity, consciousness, depth psychology, business,

2:53.1

and more.

2:54.2

And you'll get to listen to conversations with luminaries that you won't hear anywhere else.

3:00.9

With each episode, you'll receive insights, frameworks, inspiration, and tools to help you thrive and grow hello hello hello hi how are

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