Will I let the fear that has been implemented in me through the media override the data?

I'm going to take us somewhere for a second. I remember going through the pandemic, Jose,

and truly not knowing what was next.

I remember never experiencing like that type of fear.

Almost to the point where the fear paralyzed me.

I didn't know whether I could shake hands or hug people that I really loved.

I remember going through the airport and my daughter putting her hand on like the escalator and I slapped the hand.

Like get your hand off there. And I and I hurt me, went in my pocket and got to and I slapped the hand like get your hand off there and I and I heard

me went in my pocket and got a wipe and wipe the hand and she didn't even understand like

she understood it was COVID but she I never like hit my daughter so for me to pop my hand

she was like dad I was like yo don't put your hand right there like keep your hand on mine

the fear of of the information that have bombarded me put me

in the prison I didn't even understand like I couldn't love all my people the same way

I couldn't make right decisions the same way I couldn't even understand, like, I couldn't love all my people the same way. I couldn't make right decisions the same way.

I couldn't accurately, like, navigate through life the way I had become accustomed to because

of a seed of fear had been planted in me.

A seed of fear had been planted in me now i'm about to say something here and it's it's not

so much as geared toward anybody specifically but i remember when they they introduced the

vaccine or the shot right and I remember them saying like yo

you got to get this shot and I remember like saying bro I don't trust these people enough

to let them put a shot in me.

Now, I'm not saying you right or wrong for getting a shot.

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