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Some events leave us reeling from shock.

But then once the shock wears off, the aftermath can lead us to all sorts of existential questions.

Wake up calls are almost never as simple as people think they are.

They can leave us more confused than ever before

and make us question everything we thought we knew.

People are telling me to come back to Allah, but am I a believer in the first place?

What if I believe just because my parents do?

But if I don't have faith, then who am I?

What am I?

What life do I really deep down want to live? Why is it that some people leave

everything? Why is it that some people leave behind everything you could ever want for Islam,

while others who had Islam handed to them are so ready to throw it all away?

Sometimes the struggle to find Islam is the reason why you get to

taste the sweetness of iman. Now struggle might not be the only way to renew your

faith, but it might be the only thing that pushes you to do so.

And the Prophet Salalah al-I-Wah-Iwah al-Imana

la Jagh-Aufi Jau-I-Ih-Ih-Ku-Tjouffi aha-Dikoum-Kahla-Tukot-T-Tsob.

That verily faith wears out in your heart just like a shirt becomes worn out.

Faisal Allahh and you jad-did that ima fe kulubicum.

So ask Allah to renew the faith in your hearts. Our iman goes up and down with the tides of our kadar. But it's

never stagnant and we're all going to have points of our lives where we have lower

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