Why Is It So Hard to Tell the Truth? with Dr. Monique Gadson

The Allender Center Podcast

The Allender Center

Health & Fitness, Religion & Spirituality, Christianity, Mental Health

4.7 • 648 Ratings

🗓️ 16 January 2026

⏱️ 45 minutes

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Summary

Most of us say we value the truth—until it unsettles us, costs us something, or asks us to change. Truth has a way of disrupting the stories we use to survive.

That's exactly what we're talking about on the podcast today. Dr. Monique Gadson joins Dan Allender and Rachael Clinton Chen to explore why truth-telling feels so threatening—personally, relationally, and culturally.

Drawing from systems theory, theology, and her lived experience, Dr. Gadson names anxiety as the central force that keeps us from truth. When we lack the capacity to tolerate the discomfort truth brings, we turn to projection, delusion, scapegoating, and certainty as coping mechanisms. What begins as an inability to regulate anxiety within families and relationships spills outward into institutions, churches, and society itself, resulting in polarization, blame, and a deep resistance to accountability.

The conversation presses especially hard on the role of Christians in this moment. Rather than leading the way in humility, repentance, and truth-bearing love, the church is often entangled in systems that suppress truth to protect power, purity narratives, or a false sense of goodness.

Dr. Gadson speaks candidly about the cost of being a truth teller, particularly as a Black woman, and the reality of being scapegoated for disrupting dominant stories. Yet she also offers a grounded hope: freedom comes through differentiation, integrity, and the slow, courageous work of managing anxiety rather than projecting it onto others. Truth, she reminds us, is not about annihilating one another, but about creating the conditions where real relationship, responsibility, and repair are possible.

Ultimately, this episode invites us to ask not only what is true, but what does truth stir in us—and can we bear it?

As Dan reflects, the truth both attracts and repels us—and our prayer may simply be, "I believe; help my unbelief."

This is a conversation for anyone longing to live with greater integrity, emotional maturity, and faithfulness in a world that increasingly struggles to tell—and receive—the truth.

About the Allender Center Podcast:

For over a decade, the Allender Center Podcast has offered honest, thoughtful conversations about the deep work of healing and transformation. Hosted by Dr. Dan Allender and Rachael Clinton Chen, MDiv, this weekly podcast explores the complexities of trauma, abuse recovery, story, relationships, and spiritual formation. Through questions submitted by listeners, stories, interviews, and conversations, we engage the deep places of heartache and hope that are rarely addressed so candidly in our culture today. Join the Allender Center Podcast to uncover meaningful perspectives and support for your path to healing and growth.

At the Allender Center, we value thoughtful dialogue across a wide range of voices, stories, and lived experiences. In that spirit, our podcast features guests and hosts who may hold differing perspectives. The perspectives shared on this podcast by guests and hosts reflect their own experiences and viewpoints and do not necessarily represent the views, positions, or endorsements of the Allender Center and/or The Seattle School of Theology & Psychology.

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0:00.0	Friends, we live in a world where the traumatic impact of racism is far too often ignored or minimized,
0:14.1	but the wounds are real in our bodies, our families, and our stories.
0:20.1	At the Alliter Center, we believe that the healing of our wounds begins when we tell the truth,
0:26.8	when we name our experiences, when we share our stories in community.
0:31.9	Hi, I'm Linda Royster from the Allander Center, and I'm honored to invite you to our upcoming story workshop for racial trauma and healing.
0:41.7	This is a profound event that invites you deeply into the themes of your life, particularly core things that are common to people within racially marginalized communities of color, who have experienced personal
0:56.4	and collective trauma.
0:58.5	This story workshop is created for and led by black, indigenous Latino and Latina, and
1:05.4	Asian Pacific Islander people as the global majority of the world's population.
1:12.7	By centering the lived experiences of people of color, this story workshop can create a safer space for you as you
1:19.2	seek to understand, write, tell, and live your story in deeper and more transformative ways.
1:27.1	We're committed to making this offering financially accessible.
1:31.3	Thanks to the generosity of the stewardship foundation and our donor community.
1:36.1	Need-based scholarships are available.
1:38.9	If you or someone you know is interested in being a part of this powerful experience,
1:45.9	we invite you to check out the upcoming dates and register at the Alondocenter.org forward slash workshops.
1:52.5	Again, that's the Alondonjicenter.org forward slash workshops.
1:57.4	We would be honored to hold space for your story this year.
2:01.3	Music Marriage is the meeting of two very different stories.
2:27.8	In some ways, two very different worlds.
2:31.3	Every one of us carries some degree of loss and heartache and shame into our
2:37.3	marriages. And those stories shape how we love, how we protect ourselves, and how we show up
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