Hi my name is Lewis House and welcome to the Daily Motivation Show.

As an actress often you're unemployed. So I remember feeling like if I needed to know that I was enough,

regardless of whether I had a job or not. So I worked hard at that.

That was an ongoing...

Because it might be a year or two, we don't have something, right?

Can't be. I mean, if you were to look at every journal I've ever written in since I was 10 years old,

I have journals and journals and journals from that apartment on Melrose and

Sweet are saying I am enough I am enough I deserve success I work through all of

that really vigorously I would work through all of that really vigorously.

I would wake up in the morning and do my morning pages

from The Artist's Way, Julia Cameron's Artist Way,

and I would write and get it out, and I would apply that and go into an audition.

My mom was just saying the other day,

what she was so impressed with when I was younger

and auditioning a lot was that I was able to do it

and let it go and move on. I remember it's an audition yeah like

not carrying on to it I gotta get this role I always applied to auditions that if it was

meant for me then I would get it. But if I did the work, if I did the preparation,

that if it was meant for me, not like I got to get it. I never had that attitude.

It was if it was meant for me and if it was

part of my journey and if someone else got it it was part of their journey and I

trusted that completely and totally way of looking at it how many times did I almost get a great way of looking at it.

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