All right, Mr. Harry Miller. How are you doing, my friend?

I'm good. How are you? I am good wearing my fashionable princess layer headphones.

That looked great. Right? There you go. With a little technical breakdown. Okay. For those people that do not know you or who you are,

how did you go from Ohio State football player, mechanical engineer to Instagram, philosopher,

and poet? Very slowly, painfully, and against my will for the most part.

I would say for the most part, long story short, long back story short, I grew up playing football.

And from like seven years old, was the, did very well at that.

I ended up becoming the number one ranked center in the country, a five-star recruit,

got recruited by Ohio State, went to Ohio State, lettered as a freshman, started as a

sophomore, and was in position to start as a junior and long story short and this this can be a whole thing we can

we can undo but i got to the point my junior year where i didn't really it was hard for me to

believe in what i was doing i was very talented at the thing that i was doing i was very talented at playing football but i didn't really, it was hard for me to believe in what I was doing. I was very talented at the thing that I was doing. I was very talented at playing football, but I did not think that it was what I was supposed to be doing. It did not bring me, I just didn't think it was my purpose. And at that point, once you're realizing that, I think a lot of people are the same way.

I couldn't bring myself to go through the motions and pretend to do that anymore.

However, because I felt compelled to do it, going into my junior year, because I felt compelled to do it, because my parents had invested in me, agents that started talking to me, my coaches had invested to me. Everybody had invested in me. I didn't think that I was able to cash out so late in the game. So I got to the point where I became thoroughly depressed to the point of suicide,

attempted suicide a few times that fall semester of my junior year when I was supposed to be starting, played in a few games

that season even, trying to come back, trying to convince myself that I could make this thing

work. But I realized eventually that it was unsalvageable. Fortunately, ironically, I say fortunately,

I ended up tearing my PCL, which physically took me out of commission. It physically handicapped me, so where I couldn't play football no matter what for a short period of time.

And in that period of time, when I was immobile, it forced me to confront a lot of the things that I had suppressed in terms of my beliefs about myself and what I was doing.

And ultimately, it came the point where when it came

time to do spring ball, going into my senior year, my relationship with football and myself had

so completely changed that I couldn't keep pretending to do that thing anymore. And so, you know,

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