The choices that I made didn't just affect me. It affected everybody else around me.

Because I chose to be around people who, number one, I didn't do what they did, but because I was

around people that didn't lift me up,

look what happened.

These people who lived next to me

who had nothing to do with anything,

they could have died.

My parents could have got shit. in five, four, three, two, one. What's up everybody? Welcome to another episode of the Genius Brain Solo podcast. I know I keep telling you I'm not going to do another solo pod but

listen your boy is all over the place I have been rearranging my home

selling things buying new, and making this place a lot more comfortable

to live in because I haven't done it before and if you listen to the other podcast you'll know the reason why

and even now with this dining table here listen I haven't

bought a dining table and probably or had a dining table I would say in probably like

shit three four years it's been a hot second and

how I kind of rationalize that was like I'm not here all the time anyways I

travel we stand eating most of the time why even spend money on the stuff

but now I'm getting to the point where I'm kind of

walking through these steps these baby steps of saying like hey listen it's okay

for you to spend money on the things that are important to you and the things that

you need because honestly it's a fucking dining table David you could buy a

dining table man you don't have to feel guilty when you sit down and you're eating your

meal and then you just go I don't I just want to sit on the floor oh God dramatic stop being a little

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