exception. Yo, what's up? It's your girl, DJ Nark. What's going on? I'm here with me friends. So Redley's here. Redley say hi.

Hi everybody, it's red. Carolina. Hello, peeps.

And I know.

Hey, hey, hey.

All right, so today we're talking about, let's segue from the last episode, which was the cycle of abuse to confidence and how those two things

tie together.

Do you think that if you've lived through an abusive childhood,

you're already working from a negative

to come up to some kind of normal level of confidence?

Do you think it puts you, like by definition, at like a lower starting point?

I don't know, because either some people take that lower starting point and just say, fuck it it I'm not going to be here

yeah and raise up it's a challenge for them yeah they stay at that low and can never

get out of it yeah I think it depends on who you surround yourself with when you get older.

I agree.

You see that in homes, like one kid will respond to abuse differently, like one kid it makes the

abuse makes them run away and have a totally different life and one kid gets stuck in it maybe never leaves like people's physiology reacts differently to abuse people carry carry abuse differently, you know. But in terms of confidence

I've been getting a lot of d.ms about how do I walk into a room being myself without being terrified.

I'm still trying to figure that out.

Really?

Yeah, I'm always terrified.

Talk about that. I have no idea.

You're so confident.

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