Hello, my sweet angels and welcome back to another episode of the Money Mindset and May I've

Shudgeoned podcast. I am so excited to be on the mic today. I feel like I have finally come out

of my two-week span of, I don't even know what happened, but I shared about it in the podcast on Tuesday just,

and I made a whole episode about it of like what to do when it feels like everything is falling

apart. And it has been three days now that I have not cried and I have not been extreme,

like something hasn't like quote unquote like gone drastically wrong

and so I feel like I'm on the other side which is very exciting and very positive and I'm very

excited about that I was catching up with a friend last night and she's like okay so like how was

your week and I was like and then I think it was like an hour discussion of like everything

of like and I realized I I didn't not tell you guys because

I was holding it back I was just like I don't want to like come on here and just like rant

about everything that's gone wrong but like for example the bank my South African bank

account tried to freeze 3,000 RAN 30 30,000 RAND, sorry, which is like

around like, let's say like 2,500 Canadian dollars, ish. And then they stayed that they needed

source of funds. And all this money was just like friends paying me back over time. And I'm like,

that's impossible to find the

source of funds you know my villa wall broke like like it was just like every day there was something

new and like this new challenge and again I'm not against challenges I'm not it was just like

weird how it was very like in a tight period of time and just like back to back to back.

I had never really like experienced that level of back to backness. So it was just interesting. It was very

interesting. And being on the other side of it, I now can see why a lot of things happened and lessons I had to learn

places I had to go and like I can see in hindsight now, like I feel like I had an ego death. I think

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