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When I was about 13, 14 years old.

I think I fell in love for the first time.

And it was with a boy that lived in a small town in New Hampshire.

And of course, as all teenagers do, I was one year older than him. so I went off to high school while he stayed back

in middle school and we split up stop talking but I think it might be safe to say that that was my

first love we were each other's first love perhaps and he was awesome he was. It was a really neat experience.

While short-lived, as all teenage relationships are, it was really cool.

We both moved on, got boyfriends, girlfriends,

went off to college, moved away, did our own thing. And this person popped back into my life

while I was married when I was in my early 20s. And I went to see this person. And I was from then on, I was unable to get him off my mind he was always on my mind he was living

my dream you know I was I felt suffocated I felt like I was doing life completely backwards

completely against what my heart and my soul told me that I should be doing.

I was married to the person I knew was not the one. I was living in a place I knew was not

where I wanted to plant roots. I was working a nine to five job that I had no interest in.

That was just a corporate America classic job.

I was so sad and so unfulfilled.

And he had a really cool job living on an island and was free.

He wasn't married.

He wasn't tied down.

He was living like a free spirit nomad life

that I, my Sagittarius soul, so desperately wanted.

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