All right, welcome to This is Jen episodes, I'm kind of hoping that we can just add in

in post-production or our producer, Hallie Lorde, maybe she could dub in like 56 when like

if it's I think it's episode 56 but one thing that having a podcast has shown me is that

numbering is a challenge for me, you know, just sequential numbering, just one, two, three, it's

not something I'm good at, you know, you and that's that's like a right and right, no, no,

let's see alphabet, I'm actually okay with so if we did episode, oh you can do both, no, no,

I mean like I mixed them on accident. Oh, I was going to say like well, I didn't like one,

two, see, I didn't know I was in the presence of greatness, someone who can do the alphabet in order

and in order, I didn't know this was the genius room, well good, well then then I'm just, you

know, I'm winning at life shady that I can typically keep the alphabet in order. So yeah, well I have

to start doing podcast episode A, B and then as it goes on it's like AZXQ, okay, it's probably

episode 56, I'm feeling good about that, I feel like that's that's a good number, don't forget,

iTunes reviews are my love language, I have a little service, it sends me all the new reviews

each week, I treasure each one and I reflect on it, I'm like, what good human being is this?

Well, I'm praying for this person today, what a kind soul that took the time to leave this

review. So leave your iTunes reviews, very much appreciate them. Shady Ray is our onsite producer

here and the 10 second introduction on me for those of you who are just stumbling across this

podcast, now that I am a TikTok star, probably a lot of my adoring fans over on the talk as we call

it over there, nobody calls it that, but I'm going to make it a thing, they're probably looking

up the podcast. So I have six kids, had six babies in eight years, which is funny because I always

said I never wanted kids when I was younger, so boy did I have it all figured out in my 20s.

And let's see, I was raised atheist, I am now Catholic, my husband and I both converted to

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