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🗓️ 15 August 2022
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| 0:00.0 | You learn to use the needle to actually increase the high because you can pull it back and |
| 0:12.8 | push it in and pull it back and push and every time you do that you get this warm rush |
| 0:17.2 | through your body. Heating it up, making sure it's clean, putting the strap around your |
| 0:24.0 | arm, finding a vein. I mean, that's all part of like a ritual. I was addicted to heroin, |
| 0:32.2 | but I went in to Sinanon on October 1st, 1972, and that was the last day I've ever used |
| 0:40.8 | drugs. |
| 0:46.0 | You're probably wondering what exactly is Sinanon, and I guess it really all depends on who |
| 0:52.8 | you ask. Some people would tell you that it's the reason they're still alive. They took me down |
| 0:59.6 | to the police station and as soon as they put me in a cell I took off my blue jeans and I hung myself. |
| 1:04.3 | Sinanon saved my life. To people like my mom, it was a cutting edge social experiment. I thought |
| 1:12.9 | it was utopia. To many people, it was a religion, to others, it was a revolution, but almost everyone |
| 1:21.7 | will tell you that what it became was a violent cult. They had the shotgun out the window and I grabbed |
| 1:32.4 | the shotgun and I said to the guy, I'm going to take your own shotgun and shoot your fucking head off. |
| 1:40.5 | Don't mess with Sinanon people. The truth is that at various times it was all of those things, |
| 1:49.0 | but before it was any of those things, it was only one person. The founder of Sinanon, a man named Charles |
| 1:57.0 | E. Dietrich, who most people called Chuck. Many, many thousands of people who are indebted to Sinanon |
| 2:05.6 | and I have no way of being responsible for what they might do. Chuck founded Sinanon as a first of |
| 2:13.2 | its kind, drug rehab, with a radical claim. He could cure your addiction. I'm quite convinced that |
| 2:19.8 | he actually knows more about me than I know about myself. Then Chuck made an even more radical claim. |
| 2:25.9 | He could cure any of your problems. All he had to do was move in. With success came others, |
| 2:34.4 | who simply saw a different way of life. And wherever Chuck went, his people followed. |
| 2:41.4 | I think that he could lead people anywhere that he wanted to. He's that forcefully human being. |
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