Hello, hello everybody. Happy Monday. I hope everyone had a good Mother's Day and my heart goes out to any of you who have lost your mom or

you have a strange relationship with your mom or whatever the case may be and if you have a

fantastic relationship I hope you celebrated and thank you so much to

anyone that sent well wishes to me it was really kind and was not overlooked

I have a best friend of mine who has also lost his mom and though not a fun thing to bond over

it's been really nice to have someone else it's really special to have someone else I can spend Mother's Day with.

And last year, he and I trained for a half marathon and ran on Mother's Day in Brooklyn.

And this year, we decided to level up and book a trip skydiving.

So yesterday we drove down to Oceanside and we filled out the forms, had the safety talk, put on our harnesses, then the clouds came in,

the director of operation said this isn't safe, we to wait it out and it proceeded to only

get cloudier and we just drove back we just went from LA right and early in the

morning I think Drew picked me up at 9, 9.30 he dropped me off at 5 p.m it was such a

disappointment and I think disappointment is a lesson that is hard to learn I myself try in many facets of my life to maintain low expectations

for anything that I do, therefore I can avoid failing to fulfill them, which is one approach to life.

I'm not necessarily recommending it.

It's just always been what I've done.

You know, if I didn't study for a test in school,

I'm like, I've probably got a a C so then when I get a B no biggie even worse you could

be like oh I failed I failed and then you get like a D minus like I didn't fail

fantastic but when you're wishing for something, when you're hoping, when you're

planning for something, and then it isn't fulfilled, when you wake up early and you've

packed your bags and you have the adrenaline going and the excitement

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