Hello! And welcome to very amusing, your one-stop shop for the stories, secrets and shenanigans,

if a popcorn-fueled theme park journalist. I'm Carly Zell and yeah as you can tell

from the title of this week's episode this is not this is not exactly the

episode I wanted to publish this week or any other week but the truth is I I need a I need a break it is very hard for me to say that. I like to squeeze every single second an ounce out of every day of my life

to do as much as possible to try to juggle a social life and work and somehow fit in a 10,000 steps a day and exercise and family and everything and it's

I have been really

Burn it was it burning the candle with both ends for over a year now and I

Got to hit the pause button as you know I got super sick when I was at Disney World

I have some other health stuff going on that's not going great like I'm fine like a baseline I'm fine but like there's other stuff I like I got to go to some doctors I got to get some stuff worked out so I'm like fine but I'm like totally fine and everything is just kind of collapsing into one in an unfortunate way.

If you know me, you know that I have ADHD, extremely, like I earned every single caps in the acronym HD and it has been really hard to juggle having a baby and also having that because I'm not fully back on my meds.

I'm on my meds like half of the week. I have pearl half of the week. I'm working half the week.

And essentially I have no schedule. The way I used to run my business and run my life and run my job is that I would work during the week and I was always

scattered and all over the place which is typical me because that's the way things are and if I didn't finish the podcast in time I would just spend all

Sunday and all Sunday night working on it I basically like spend half the weekend

working making sure I could get everything done because as much as I don't want to admit I am a perfectionist. I figure the way I feel is that if you all are listening to this and you are

spending your free time choosing to listen to very amusing it needs to be the best

product that could possibly exist.

Like I really view this podcast as something that is publication level.

Like if I was hired by a magazine to make a podcast,

it should be the same quality level that this is.

That's always been something I've worked towards since the beginning when obviously I had a lot

more free time in 2020.

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