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Hi everyone, welcome back to Teenage 3rd B, I'm Gaiho. I'm Isaac. I'm Kayla. I'm Mark. I'm Thomas. Wow. We did that first try. Welcome back.

The hardest part about doing these podcasts is that our whole message is we want to talk about the things that others are too scared to talk about, which is the conversations that are uncomfortable to have.

The ones we don't want to have. I feel like recently we've been kind of slacking in that aspect. Our four recent episodes have all been pretty lighthearted. It hasn't been really anything serious.

Sometimes we feel like doing the harder topics is just even us are still trying to be comfortable with the fact that we're being so personal with all of you and being so open with all of you.

It's scary. It is scary. It's scary knowing that so many people know these facts about you.

Yeah, it's really, we're still getting used to it. So, you know, I'm sorry if we haven't been talking about the important things that we think matter as much as we should have.

But I think over time we'll get more accustomed to this and the support does help a lot. When you guys send us messages of encouragement, thank you because that helps us.

When people tell us they've been listening to our podcast, if they listen to all of them, then they know a lot about me, about all of us.

I forget about that sometimes. Yeah, I forget. I'm like, oh, you know, thank you for listening to it. But like friends from schools like, oh, they know like everything that's happening. And they could probably guess names too.

Yeah, I'm pretty sure they have. Oh, you know, Mark, Sensei figured out who we were talking about. No way.

I put you were talking about usually the person that you have lots of problems with.

For real? Yeah. She was like, wait, is it? Did she know? Yeah, I'm like, yeah, that's good. She's like, whoa, I connected the dots. I'm like, she's small. Yeah, she said like it all makes sense now.

Because yeah, because you heard her talking about it like last year and stuff. So it's interesting. That's how many people know.

But you know, I'm not scared of that. I'm okay with people knowing my problems and all that.

That's just just the thing that's scared of me is just what they'll think of me. Yeah, what they'll think of me after.

Because like someone's saying, oh, some of these things like I'm going to be so vulnerable.

And I just don't know if I can do that. Because like, I don't want to be seen as weak.

Like, I want to show myself as a strong confident self, right? Yeah.

And just showing my vulnerable side, that's just really scary to me.

You know, that's what shows courage the most actually.

Being the person that is always confident doesn't seem to have a weak side.

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