If you want to be working the day, if you want to talk to me, talk to me when I have no time, don't start to try accusing me, calling me fake and all that.

You are dead and wrong. I didn't get us into this situation by discussing with people who I should be discussing, killing my mother or being dead and my mother or my mother's boyfriend or doing the cycle things.

I didn't start this, just keep that in mind. I'm this, okay? You started this, but I am probably interacting and discussing things with people that you should not be discussing.

So that's where the problem is rising, not that I'm fake and this and that. Yes, I did go looking to do this. It took a very, very long time and I just recently came into contact with this detective.

It's very nice, very helpful. I'm not looking to fuck up Ryan. I'm not looking to fuck up you. That's not what I want. I want to be left alone with these kinds of comments about shooting me and killing me and killing Joe and I don't want anything to happen to me.

Joe, you have said nobody. I don't want anything to even happen to Ryan. I told him my feelings. He was very, very nice. He said he's calling Ryan and then when I spoke to him again, he told me he already spoke to Ryan and he's now going to call you.

And that's all that happened. I don't know why you look lonely and into proportion into a psycho, a paranoid thing. You'll lead into something that happened to you personally, which I had no idea about, which you were just telling me. Something happened in Binghamton when you were in college. I had no idea about it.

But you're now sharing that with me and I'm very curious what that is. But if you don't want to tell me, you don't have to. But the point I'm trying to make, don't put this on me. I don't want anything to happen to anybody. And that's why I did this. I know you recording me.

What?

Okay.

Are you recording me?

Why would you say that?

Because that's what you do, right? That's what you do.

Sometimes.

I spoke to this guy. If he called you, you should call him back. He was a very nice, nice detective.

Oh, I thought I thought it was like an active ongoing thing that I didn't know was just teaching him lesson.

Just trying to freaking phone call and told to him. And if he thought the whole thing, he heard the tapes, he thought it was very bizarre and very woman.

Real. He thought in my part, it was horrible. It's so strange.

I had no idea what it was about or what my perfect. You didn't tell me anything. And you said call him back, call him back. So I thought the worst.

That's all that was was cool. If something happens and you need a lawyer, of course I'll help you.

Why would I need a, why are you saying that?

What are you talking?

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