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I'm looking forward to this weekend that you're not

know I am it's Mother's Day this weekend and it's my daughter's birthday so I'm looking forward to this weekend okay that's something to look forward to but we've still got an entire week to get through before that I also I'm not even gonna get it why I've been bother getting into it

I'll save it for one of my videos but I just you know I've I've been doing all of the negative things that I had been doing but I think I I think I know why now okay

because at least when I consciously choose to overeat it makes me feel like I'm in control of something

does that make sense to you I guess that's just one one possible thought that came to mind because I know a lot of the times I've been eating over the last week

I haven't even been hungry I've just been doing it because I don't even I don't even know it's like I think it's important to acknowledge and I I'm not gonna say I am but I

say I think I am depressed not even anxious or anxiety like depressed and that's a complicated thing but I also know it's it's a it's a

it's a situational depression that a lot of people are probably also experiencing and when ever the hell this is all over it it will be different

but yeah I don't know I even stopped walking I'm not walking anymore I'm I'm drinking again

I know you're in trouble when I saw maybe on Twitter I think where you were saying that Belvedere was better than Tito's and I'm like oh my God what's going on over there

well it is and that was not a paid plug but they never even set me up Belvedere

you are right about that by the way Belvedere is a lot better than Tito's Tito's I didn't find to like maybe when I moved out the

California it's really a California kind of vodka that I think a lot of people out here drink but I didn't really drink it

back east and I like Tito's a lot but Belvedere is probably my favorite vodka so I'm with you on that one

I used to only drink absolute back in my college days it was always an absolute red bull oh my God crazy

I was all about the absolute red bulls then like yeah like you I moved out to California it was

from absolute to Tito's but Belvedere to me is just smoother however I finished almost all my vodka

and thankfully though I found hidden in the back where I store my liquor some flavored

srirach bottles which is both good and bad the good is that it actually tastes good the bad is

that it tastes so good it's so sweet and I love sweet things that I got so wasted like I couldn't

stop drinking it and like and quickly quickly like the thing about the regular vodka is like I'm

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