Well, I think that is kind of a misconception a lot of the times in my own eyes of how this like civilian society judges the veteran community

It's like all right you guys had all this crazy experiences now you come back different your change potentially

You're broken whatever this is and I think a lot of times the outcomes of injuries and

Crazy environments that we've been involved with like it actually has changed my life for the better

Like I've had to learn how to deal with certain things

But ultimately like it has made me the most motivated

Devoted person to my community my culture and America as a whole because

Yeah, yeah, I was the hardest part about I think that veterans have it's not that kind of stuff

It's not what people think where you see these horrible things you live through these horrible things

And then you come back and have to deal with it

It's that you you're in a group of people that all have the same mission that care about each other that work together that support each other

And then you leave and you go into the civilian world where no one gives a shit about you

Yeah, and you don't have a mission anymore like it's not whatever you're doing it never feels as important as being

Trying to save somebody's life or whatever of being deployed of having of you know representing your country of you know

Having responsibility for each other the mission of the United States

It's never as important and now you're alone

And that's where guys get in trouble. They start so what do we do about that?

That's that's a really interesting thing because they they talk about a lot of cultures in history

Always had a transition for warriors to come back into society. It was a very important bridge

Many many societies had actual rituals and sort of I guess a cooling off period of what where it is because you get somebody who goes through these very extreme circumstances

I would imagine for a thousand physical reasons and mental reasons you almost can sometimes get addicted to that world

You know or you're living very close to the flame

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