Hi, dreamers. Hello and happy Sunday. Before I say anything else, I want to thank you all

for your compassion and your kind words and your patience. And I know that I haven't

had much to say lately, but I did here and I read and I saw and I felt everything that

every one of you said and did for me over the past few weeks.

While many of you reached out at the time, there really wasn't anything that I could say

or could do to convey my gratitude and gratefulness because I really wasn't doing or saying much

of anything. I was barely even really leaving my bedroom. I did manage to finish up the series

on the regular show and the Patreon episode for the month too, which I will have wrapped

up for you very soon. I just have to sit down and record that final part. I'm not even

really sure what has been going on with me in the last month. I've been feeling so tired

and anxious and it's been having this weird fear of going anywhere or doing anything.

It's kind of like I was shutting down and then I had this medical event and I talked to

a doctor and I talked to a nurse practitioner on Zoom and I was able, I was actually set

to go speak to a doctor in person about a week and a half ago to get a referral to a therapist

and start exploring some options and dealing with some mental health issues. But then I

filled up with all this anxiety again and I canceled my appointment so I'm still trying

to work on that. I had been still taking care of Jane, however, I have been going over

there seven days a week, sometimes twice a day, since the beginning of March and that

was starting to wear me down too. Jane was able to sense that I was kind of starting

to fall apart so her husband actually came back from the East Coast to resume what's

really his responsibility in taking care of her. She requires 24 hour care. So he's been

here for about a week. I stopped leaving my home altogether as soon as he got into town.

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