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Unlearning Myself w/Shannon Payton

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IndoctriNation

Religion & Spirituality

4.8566 Ratings

🗓️ 16 November 2022

⏱️ 81 minutes

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Summary

Shannon Payton, known as Shanny Pants by many, is a content creator and podcaster living in Rocklin, California. Her podcast, The ShannyPants Show is currently in its second season. In her interview-style podcast, Shannon shares her struggles of growing up in a cult, battles through years of infertility that ended in a hysterectomy, and finally her journey to parenthood through foster care and adoption. Shannon has been a guest on The Kelly Clarkson show and has appeared on local TV show GoodDay Sacramento multiple times. She enjoys sharing the struggles of life in a humorous way as part of her self-prescribed therapy and through this, has connected with her fans. In this interesting conversation reflecting on Shannon's childhood in a small and restrictive church, Rachel points out the ways in which children raised in high-control groups are affected in the long run. Shannon details her time in the bible study-based cult, explaining the tension and fear she grew up with as well as the isolation she felt from her peers as a young woman. Before You Go: Rachel reiterates the importance of humor and self-expression for children growing up in high-control groups explaining how it helps develop a strong and healthy sense of self. Find more about Shannon here: https://shannypantsshow.com You can purchase Rachel's webinar series LIVING IN FREEDOM here: rachelbernsteintherapy.com/webinar.html Thanks to all of our newest Patreon supporters: Meldal-Johnsen, Cassilly, NATALIE FABERT, Michelle Downs, Leti A, Eva Baumgartner, Jen Jeske, and Sue Walsh! To help support the show monthly and get bonus episodes, shirts, and tote bags, please visit: www.patreon.com/indoctrination Prefer to support the IndoctriNation show with a one-time donation? Use this link: www.paypal.me/indoctrination You can always help the show for free by leaving a rating on Spotify or a review on Apple/ iTunes. It really helps the visibility of the show! Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands

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0:00.0

Welcome to indoctrination, a weekly conversation series about protecting yourself from systems of control.

0:11.1

I'm your host, Rachel Bernstein.

0:13.4

Hi, everyone.

0:15.1

I wanted to make sure to mention, just in case you didn't know, that I have put together some series of webinars.

0:23.8

One is a three-part series for people who have been affected by systems of control.

0:31.3

People who are still in them or who are considering leaving them,

0:35.2

people who are newly out or who've been out for a while, but who

0:38.5

have experienced being under someone's influence, whether it is in a relationship or a workplace

0:46.2

or a cult of any sort. And it is covering not only what to expect, sort of what people might be going through after

0:59.2

they come out of these situations, but also what you need after you've come out of a situation

1:04.8

like this. What kind of therapy you might be needing and support you might be needing to get. And also, how you share

1:13.6

your story with the people in your life and let them know what you've been through in a way that

1:18.8

does not make you feel ashamed, does not put the focus on you as you having something wrong

1:25.9

with you just because someone did something to you that

1:29.4

was without your knowledge or consent. And then the next three-part series is for the families

1:37.0

and friends of those who have been in these situations or who still are. And honestly,

1:42.4

there are a number of people who have asked for the webinars

1:46.8

for others, for their therapists, for educators, for former cult members to be able to explain to

1:54.9

their family and friends what would be good for them to know and how they can get support.

2:02.2

And for the family and friends,

2:07.8

it is also what you might be going through, what you might be experiencing, the feelings of frustration or helplessness, how you intervene in a way that doesn't push your loved one farther

2:14.4

away from you and farther into the arms of somebody who is controlling

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