Hi, everybody, happy 2026, happy Capricorn season. I'll be back later to do a Capricorn season. Check in with you. But how was your new year? How about that big,

beautiful cancer full moon? I had the most beautiful dream. Can I share it with you guys?

It's kind of personal and vulnerable, but it's beautiful. And we should really pour more energy

into sharing beautiful things. So if you're new here, I have never known my biological

father that intimately. My parents got a divorce when I was about five or six years old

and I was born in Southern Indiana, Midwest Girl at Heart, shout out to all my corn fed kids.

And then when my parents divorced,

I moved to New Hampshire, the Boston area. And after that, I just lost touch, just so many

different circumstances. I lost touch, and I never got to know my dad growing up. So my last

memory of him was when I was

like five years old. I tried to rekindle when I was engaged as a young 21, 22 year old girl. That did not

work out. And so I've let it go. I've dropped it. I think I tried one more time during my Saturn

return and it fell even more flat. And so during my Saturn return, and it fell even more flat.

And so during my Saturn return and Capricorn, father, lessons, right?

I learned like, okay, that's a wrap.

I'm an adult now.

I don't need my parents.

I just want them.

And I learned that creating a relationship to a father doesn't have to be the physical male

that donated sperm to give you life.

You can have chosen family and find mentors and guidance and support through other men,

through other people, of all different types everywhere.

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