Guys, hello. How is everyone doing? It has been a hot minute since I have been in my beautiful

studio, aka my bedroom sitting on my bed with a microphone in my hand. And I want to

come on here and be real transparent with you guys that I am lucky, blessed, so grateful

that I am so overwhelmed. I feel like I have 500 million fucking things to do. And I get

like three of them done a day. And I'm so lucky. Like I look, if you guys know me, I love

to be busy. I operate best in chaos. I like strive to be overwhelmed because I feel

like I'm progressing in my business, right? Like my new skin business is taking off off

the charts, like absolutely insane. My Instagram has been so fun. I'm starting to like

dick around and dabble in like to know it a little bit more. And that has been so fucking

fun. Like putting together outfits for you guys. And I'm doing a couple other things.

But I'm going to be honest that my podcast has felt in the last couple weeks like something

that I have to do and hear me out. I was talking to two of my friends earlier today.

And I was telling them that. And I was like, I feel like it's something that I have to

do. One of them said, I have listened to podcasts before where you can tell that people

don't want to be there. And it's abs of fucking lootly terrible. And I like you guys choose

to listen to this, right? No one's making you listen to this. It's not part of schooling,

hopefully God. And you choose to be here, right? So I really, my biggest fear in life is

that I'm speaking without adding value or I'm just, you know what I mean? So like I never

want to, I feel like that's rude to do to you guys. Just come and create a podcast that

literally has no value. And I don't want to be doing it. And you can fucking tell, right?

That's the last thing that I want to do. And then my other friend, it's like Angel and

don't, you know what I mean? Like two sides of the coin, my other friend was like, well,

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