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susie larsen live always honor to get to spend this time with you in fact i look forward to bringing

you conversations every single day that hopefully inspire you in your faith walk that deepen your

understanding of god's word and that heightens your awareness of his very real presence

in your life. Well, here's a raw, honest question. I mean, a question that I'm looking for,

a raw and honest answer. Let's put it that way. And what ways do you doubt God? I mean, if you're

honest, how do you struggle with the truths and the promises God has made and how they line up,

maybe with your current circumstances.

You want my answer? Some of you have listened often enough. You probably know right where I'm

going to go. You know I deal with a daily chronic health issue, neurological symptoms from Lyme

disease. And as a result, I struggle with sleep. And if I get sleep for a stretch in a row,

it's amazing what it does for my health. But if I

don't, inflammation just goes absolutely awry. And you can hear it my voice. I'm in one such

stretch now. I love God. I walk in mentally with him. One of my sons was miraculously healed

from a serious back injury. That hasn't been the case. It's been 30 years of this

battle where my good stretches don't ever last. And what I struggle with at times, I believe, I mean,

I know God more now because of this battle than I don't, I think I would have, if he would have

just zapped me and healed me right away I know his word

better I I know the enemy and his strategies in a better way I know those things and there's things I know

in my knower that I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living that eternity is going to be

breathtaking but I struggle I struggle with is, I don't get the

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