How do you know if you're worrying too much? How can you mend a broken heart? Does peaking at school

ruin you for life? I'm Susie Ruffle, a stand-up comedian, and someone who has always experienced

anxiety. And I've written a book. Am I having fun now? Considering some of life's big questions,

featuring bonus insights from the likes of Charlene Douglas, Sarah Pascoe, Elizabeth Day and Dolly Auditon.

Am I Having Fun Now? Is out now in with me, Susie Ruffle.

And me, Tom Allen, hi.

Tom, I like the shirt that you're wearing.

It's quite unusual to see you in a collared shirt without a tie. And it looks very nice. Oh, thank you. I sometimes think some of my outfits are turning into, I want to say, divorced dad in his sort of late 40s, early 50s. Not the ties. No, not with a tie somehow. I don't feel like that. But without a tie, sometimes with a light chino, I see myself as sort of, I can imagine myself being at a, you know, maybe some sort of instrument recital. Yes, your child would definitely play an instrument. Yeah, yeah, of course. Maybe a cello, maybe a precocious girl on a cello.

Oh, perfect, perfect, yeah. Which is, of course, who I'd love to be. Which is who I am, really. Yeah, of course. Tom, before I begin, I want to apologise for my lateness. Oh, please don't worry, Suez. I mean, the list I wouldn't know. I had an incident with turmeric.

Oh, Susie.

I know you've been juicing, but turmeric,

I did want to say this to you worry, Sus. I mean, the list I wouldn't know. I had an incident with turmeric. Oh, Susie. I know you've been

juicing, but turmeric, I did want to say this to you at the time. It can be a real menace.

Tom. What happened? I mean, I've bugged my kitchen. Oh, no. Well, I haven't. Also,

I really hope that by the time Alice listens to this, which will probably be never, so it's fine, I would have sorted it out. But currently, the kitchen side's yellow because I had, I split tamric juice. Who knew that so much juice could come out of a root?

So you've been growing it in the garden or you bought it from?

No, I bought it from Brighton Health store.

Just a shop. Just a local Brighton shop. Just a local Brighton shop. I love a green grocers. You know that. Terminic root, though, is a very brightened thing for a greengrocers to stock. I'll say that. Well, of course. And chicory. we've got that sort of shit.

Fennel.

Oh, I bet you've got prons of fennel.

Yes.

I see. Well, of course. And chickory, we've got that stuff shit. Fennel.

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