Hey guys, welcome back to another episode of the Blondis Podcast. I'm your host

Savannah Boda. And I'm your co-host Tyler Jacobi.

If you're watching the YouTube video, I did my makeup in the car

and I forgot my mascara, so I look kind of scary.

They can't tell.

They definitely cannot tell.

It's okay, just like insta-carted mascara from Sephora and it only will take 20 minutes. I put priority on there for you.

Oh sleigh. Yeah, you're welcome. I love that. Thank you. So today I'm

super excited you guys know today I'm super excited. You guys know that I'm a little woo-woo. I'm also very logical, but I'm also pretty woo-w-w-w-w-w.

70-30. Yeah, definitely. And I did not know I had this gift at a young age because I would always feel things so deeply and just have this like inner sense of knowing and you know parents boyfriends friends would just

gaslight me into not believing myself because that inner knowing you don't have

factual based reasons to believe what you believe Like it's not like you saw something for your own eyes,

it's just like this inner sense of like knowing

that something happened.

And so it's really easy for people to gaslight you in that situation because you don't have proof and you don't have concrete answers.

And so it's really hard to trust yourself when someone's trying to pull you away from something that you feel.

And for a very long time, like I just thought I was crazy,

I thought I was dramatic. I do think honestly, this played a really big part of my depression because, you know, I just felt like I was wrong or incorrect about stuff

but years played out and a lot of things you know they connect the dots like it might

not happen the week after it might not happen months after but sometimes years later like you know

things would come to light and it'd be like oh my God that one night that I like

woke up at 2 I am and had like this weird feeling in my stomach that my boyfriend

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