What if tomorrow's not promised?

Because according to the Christian faith, Andrew would not be entering the kingdom of heaven.

Yeah, it is a weight that weighs on my shoulders.

I think it boils down to one factor and one factor only.

Do you believe that he was actually dead for 10 days?

And do you believe he actually goes together from the grave?

I don't think you can consider yourself a Christian and that you believe that to be factually true. I struggle with women more so than anything else. I don't think you can ever feel more lonely than when you're in bed with a woman who you just don't care about at all. You can't lie to God pretending I'm something I'm not, you know? As though he doesn't know what I do in my private time. I would like to think that he knows that I didn't waste the opportunity he gave me

and the platform he gave me to tell young men to be better, better people, stronger people,

more disciplined people. I don't believe that that God's going to throw anything at me that I

can't personally handle. Going to jail and having everything taken away from me

was like a hard reset in my mind.

My mother suffered a heart attack, had a triple heart bypass surgery.

She had, I think, a 10 or 15% chance of survival.

I requested to the Romanian authorities

with the permission to go visit England and I was denied.

My grandmother was sick. In Alabama, she did die. So I never saw her again. So the things that were stolen from me by this process, I will never get back. Hey, before we get into today's episode, I want to share two quick things with you. First, if these videos have meant anything to you, if they've encouraged your faith or helped you see the gospel a little bit more clearly, I just want to ask you to subscribe. A lot of people tune in every single week and haven't hit the button yet. It only takes two seconds and it helps us keep putting these conversations in front of people who need them. And the second thing, this one I've honestly been really excited to say. I'm officially announcing our ministry's biggest live event to date, Open Heaven Live podcast tour. It's happening November 8th this year at the Pavilion at Toyota Music Factory in Irving, Texas. This is going to be a night centered around worship, faith, real conversations, and genuine community. I believe God is going to move in a powerful way, and I would love for you to be in the room. Tickets are on sale right now. You can head to Brycecrocroffer.org slash tour or just click the link in the description below. And please only get your tickets through my official site or that link below. I recommend not buying from random resellers online. I believe this is going to be a really special night and I hope to see you there. Alright, let's get into that episode. So Trusted, you were an atheist for a lot of your life. Yes, I was. And then you became a Christian. Indeed, I did. So what changed?

Well... that episode. So Tristan, you were an atheist for a lot of your life. Yes, I was. And then you became a

Christian. Indeed, I did. So what changed? Well, I've always been a bit of a nerd. You just gifted me

this Bible from the 1800s, and you didn't know that I collect vintage and antique books before you

gifted me this. So I've always been an average reader and an avid, I mean,

bookworm, let's say. And it was my love of European history, I think, that reawoken my interest

in Christianity. I think it was through no fault of my own that I was forced to leave Indiana,

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