Two T's in a pod with Teddy Mellencamp and Tamar Judge. Hello hello hello

what are you doing? I'm okay I am just you know taking it all in and hearing everybody out and you know at the end of the day I

feel really horrible I feel beat. I think people have to understand. I spoke about it

literally 15 minutes from a two hour therapy session and I realize now that I spoke too soon. I shouldn't have shared what my therapist said. I'm, you know, I, I just, I just feel horrible. It's not like, you know, I was talking to you. I wasn't, I didn't intend to share it with anybody at that moment. I hadn't even told, you know, Eddie or Sophia or anything like that. So I just, I feel horrible about it. And it was like I said just I feel horrible about it and it was like I said I wasn't trying to

insult or minimize or get sympathy or any of that. So I apologize and you know the part that I I think people are

confused at and I've been reading your comments is people with autism don't have

empathy. That's not what I was saying I was questioning my own people with

People with autism don't have empathy. That's not what I was saying. I was questioning my own empathy with my therapist because I have heard people say to me you don't have empathy. How can you not have empathy empathy so I'm asking him do I not have

empathy like I feel like I do like so it's just there was a lot of information that I

had processing in my head and it would have been better off if I didn't say anything and now I'm not going to say anything anymore.

My doctor suggested that I just take a break from social media, that it's not a good idea for me to even talk about it in a

public manner right now. I just need to focus on myself. So again, I'm sorry

from the bottom of my heart if I caused any harm and you know I'll learn from this

moving forward. And Tam I hate to see you sad I can see it in your face like I can see that you're sad and I know not in in regards to this

topic but when it comes to having an appointment with a doctor sometimes you will hear

one I will hear one portion of it, and then I just start

obsessing over, okay, this means I have this or this means I have that.

Right, right, and you're done, and I was, and the the hard part is like that's not why I was there I'm there to deal with

some really heavy shit yeah and and but I will I do want to say thank you to a lot of people that reached out to me, especially

Jacqueline, Loretta from Jersey, she now lives in Orange County.

She has been so sweet and so kind to me and I just want to

thank her. I'd love to have her on the pod. But you know again I am I

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