My toxic entitled mother is threatening to evict me from her house all because I'm finally

refusing to take her garbage anymore and I'm now deciding to stand up for myself and at this point

I seriously don't know what to do. So I have a pretty manipulative, entitled, and toxic mother.

I nearly passed away at birth, but thanks to the doctors that helped me, I ended up living.

At first in my life, I had major behavior issues due to mental and physical disabilities, which included pitching fits and biting people.

This was mainly in elementary school, and I slowly grew out of it, only having slight relapses in high school unfortunately.

I was picked on a lot and ended up growing to be extremely awkward.

What made it worse was the family dynamic, where most of the time I was with my mom and my stepdad.

When he passed away is the earliest I remember my mother changing into this mean and

spiteful person. She was verbally awful towards me, including yelling and cussing me out.

She would manipulate me whenever I tried to stand up for myself and was all out awful towards me to the point where I became depressed

and at times got very unwell mentally causing terrible things to happen to me and I didn't know why I felt the way that I did.

I was confused and scared at times and ended up growing to have high anxiety. I never had a job because of it, but I did whenever I could to make up for my joblessness.

I'm 22 now. And I have attempted to get a job a lot through the years, but I've been unable to find one that best fits my disabilities and that I can do.

Though the constant anxiety has made it more difficult. Now just to give a list of the slight things that I've done for her

I do my regular chores such as taking care of the cat, doing the dishes, taking the trash out, etc.

I would do minimal things as well, such as

making almost every meal, helping her with whatever she needs, as well as giving her drinks

and making her lunches occasionally, I would literally do everything she

asked of me the best I could. I did mess up a lot and she would let me know immediately when I did, which

often led to her talking bad to me in some kind of way. I ignored it for the most part and took

the punishment of being yelled at because I knew it was my fault. It was always my fault.

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