Texas has a lot of ground to cover.

And at Texas Monthly, we do just that.

If there's a story to be told in Texas, and there always is,

you'll read about it in Texas Monthly, 50 years of stories for all y'all.

There's a lot of ground to cover in Texas.

And at Texas Monthly, we've been doing just that for 50 years.

The complicated, the advocated, and the hotly debated.

All that smoked, brewed, shaken, or put into a taco.

The heroes, trailblazers, and bum steers.

Whether we're digging into our past or chronicling the present.

If there's a story to be told in Texas, and there always is,

you'll read about it in Texas Monthly, 50 years of stories for all y'all.

Texas Monthly.

And what's your grief like at this point?

Because you can't grieve in the traditional way apparent griefs over the loss of a son.

I don't think we grieved yet, because we still don't know.

We've had a memorial, but we don't have, we have nothing.

I mean, we don't have remains.

We don't have an autopsy.

We don't have a forensics report. We have nothing.

Do you sleep, do you?

I haven't slept in three, more than three years.

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