This is incredibly weird and also really wonderful. I know it's it's very much how it feels

out of practice but then you got here to record and we've just been talking for two

hours before we decided to record. I mean we just totally wore ourselves out from

catching up IRL. So forgive us if our voices are all raspy and worn out. Right. Just

did what people call socializing for about an hour. It's so strange. It is very strange.

I feel like I needed a nap. I have to yeah I I've been having a lot of really

paranoid thoughts about the way I exist in the world. I'm like great. Grace what are you

okay you were just telling me about your school stuff and it's so philosophy either. Are

you heading right now what's going on. No no no my head is getting full of a lot of

thoughts that I've just been like thinking about the things to know you know

conclusions but just to think about things but also in doing that I'm mostly at

home only with Elliott and Goose and so like my step-mother came over and had

dinner with us last weekend and we just like hung out had some hot dogs on the

grill like real. You're for dogs? Yeah what a host. I know. I am yeah which should be the first

sign that I have fallen out of touch with how to entertain someone. Did you do

like interesting toppings. We had some toppings we had like you know the normal

kind of shit that you put on a hot dog. All right but then after he left I have to

look at Elliott and be like were we not fun to hang out with. Are we because we

there were a few moments of conversation where I felt myself go okay so we got a

subject change coming up is she gonna stick the land. Social dilemma have you

watched that lately which I did watch it. Well I was like well now I'm gonna talk

about that because I haven't watched it yet because watching the social

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