This might get weird. Are we rolling? We're rolling. Well then cheers, Grace Helbig.

Cheers, memory hard. And hello everyone. Welcome to an episode from Palm Springs, from beautiful Palm Springs.

Have we ever recorded an episode in Palm Springs? Surely. Here's the thing. I think, I know one for sure. Okay. And it might be the only other one. And that was like our third podcast. Yeah. Where we came down here and we both dressed as Richard Simmons for Halloween. And we went out and partied with 80 year olds and saw an Alice Cooper tribute band. Yes. I do believe we came back and podcasted immediately because we were like

these stories are too good and too fresh. Uh-huh. I don't even know if we were putting them on

YouTube, on video, on video form, horizontal. Um, no, that, welcome to a Palm Springs episode. We're

back. We're back. We're back.

We're in the Highball House, the house that Grace and I own together.

And just getting smacked up with some homeownership out of the gate.

Yeah.

We're now in the, we've owned this house for a certain number of years now.

Eight and a half.

So now, you know, stuff's failing. Things are

bubbling. Yeah. Corners are looking different. Much like my own body and face. Things are slowly

deteriorating. Falling off the walls. Yeah. So anyway, we're here and I just wanted to say out of the gate, thank you everyone for such sweet messages about my sweet, sweet beans.

I will not cry this episode. It's okay. I cried probably on the bonus episode we put up last week.

But everyone was so sweet and so kind and really like it's been you know I haven't really been a mess

today or anything it's been like I'm a day by day everything's good and then something hits me it's

very weird to be in Palm Springs without beans oh for sure I mean it's you're doing all of

so many things for the first time without her and so so, like, grieving, like they say, is not linear. It's just like all over the place. Yeah. And I had beans when we got this place. Yeah. So to me, it's like so ingrained. I hear her little nails tapping on this concrete floor and sun and in. But now like feeling like very like sweet memories and I'm

not just like actively a raw nerve yeah you're moving through it moving through it um and and so

I just wanted to say to y'all if you hadn't heard me talk about it or don't see it on Instagram that

everyone was so freaking nice and and so many people

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