I have no idea how to begin this show, so hello, how you doing?

It is a Nightly Pleasure's Live show.

I'm going to be taking it pretty easy and pretty light today, and I hope you don't blame me.

I'm actually in a great mood.

Things are actually working pretty good for me. And I kind of wanted to

talk about that just a little bit before we get into the requests and everything else. So last week,

I actually felt like this big sense of relief just talking about the world and coming back and

just sort of restarting things back up. And it has carried me throughout this last week incredibly well. I'm still not

where I want to be with everything production-wise. And I'm still not where I want to be with everything production-wise, and I'm still not where – I mean, this is kind of like the frustrating news up front, I guess, where I want to be with everything coming out and scheduled and what have you.

I really have been making an effort to be more on top of it,

but it's just that's been the hard part throughout 2020.

But as far as I'm going, I feel fucking fantastic.

And my emotional state and my physical state,

I almost feel bad about talking about it. It almost feels like bragging or it almost feels really, really bad to get that out there. But I, you know, I'm making the decision that, as I said last week, positivity is about doing the best things that you can with where you're at.

And celebrating where I'm at feels really good right now.

So that's what I'm going to do until you guys tell me that I'm being a jerk about it.

So the last week I've spent making food, making menus, getting stuff in advance, being pretty organized around the house, getting organized

with stuff. But what I realized is for all of this year so far, because a lot of people felt a pretty big dip

that first weekend, for the whole year so far, I've been feeling pretty fucking good.

I've been feeling pretty grateful. I've been feeling pretty patient and calm. I haven't blown my stack at a single person. When I am very

irritated with others so far, I don't know. There's two versions of me when I'm irritated with

others. There's a version of me that I don't like and nobody else likes either, where I definitely

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