I'm gonna get you guys I hope you guys are doing good today come on in welcome

I feel like I ain't been live in like a week. Oh my gosh. Yes, let's go. Let's go. Let's get it. Come on through. Thank you guys so much. I'm glad y'all are here. Oh, thank you all.

I'm glad I could pull it together. Yeah, I've been like really kind of under the weather. I've been going through a lot mentally to be honest with you guys.

I've been going through a lot of mental shit. People be trying to break you down as a black woman. They be trying to insult your intelligence all types of bullshit.

But I'm hanging in there. So I've been kind of also switching up my style on YouTube as far as like the way I edit the way I deliver my videos.

Just because it's gotten so bad y'all like literally everything I do on this platform is demonetized like even now they're coming after my live streams like poppy like the past five or six live streams.

I've done all the monetized you appeal it nothing. You YouTube manager acts like I got it. I don't know why it's it's a bunch of bullshit.

And then they have to nerve to send me she sent me a thing. I guess YouTube is trying to do podcasts now on YouTube.

And they want me to like you know help. I don't know spearhead that like all you really should join YouTube podcast.

I didn't reply back to her because I'm like at this point you're a joke. If you think that I'm about to join anything with YouTube y'all sent to me on regular YouTube.

Why would I move my podcast from Spotify to YouTube. Y'all insane. You know it like the stuff that we go through y'all is black content creators.

Bless Corey's heart for actually having the balls as a young black man who has you know who is self made who has over 14 million.

Okay subscribers. You know him speaking out was so important. I've been saying everything that Corey said for years.

My numbers have been they they literally shadow band my channel in 2018. That's when I first started seeing the shadow banning where you can't even put in my name.

You literally have to put in my entire channel name. Y'all don't get notifications when I post stuff on my public page like my public channel page.

So you know give people alerts like hey I'm going live. Literally it reaches a fraction of my audience. Literally there might be only a thousand thumbs up 40 comments.

Whereas three years ago I could post a picture on there it'd be 10,000 likes 500 comments. You know they're doing so much to like silence my channel into silence other black creators.

And to be honest without it's very fucking depressing. You know I mean it makes me not want to do this to be honest with y'all because y'all know me.

It's not about the money money has never been a motivator for me. If it was about the money I could do all types of you know I'm saying slick ass weird ass shit to get money on the internet.

It's not that hard especially when you have big tits. Okay. Could do all types of stuff. I could read you know nursery rhymes to people I only fans top of this.

I can get a bag you know but.

My issue is I work hard on my content I work hard on my research I work hard on my edits you know I try to bring my energy to people and make people laugh and feel good and you know come to my channel learning more when they leave them when they came.

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