When you grow up as a concert pianist or a singer or you know a rock and roll

guitarist or something like that you don't need much. But if you go through the, you know, the direction and

the way that are doing things today, you need a lot of technology, you need your own things today you need a lot of technology you need your own

studio you need a lot of things so in order to obtain and to do all that I had to go

through this music industry, which was not the best thing for me and I had to play the game. And to go through this music industry and to be, you have to be successful. You have to be successful. You have to sell the records. You have to because this is the only thing they will I mean they this is what they they looking for I mean they're looking sales

And they're looking to have people to be able to sell and to be successful and to become stars, whatever stars they are.

And that was a very difficult thing for me all my life because I never play the game I play maybe at 10 20% but not 100% the game

which is not a very good thing for this game itself.

Then and maybe fortunately or fortunately maybe had a facility to write things that we call it hits.

And this hits maybe gave me the opportunity

in one hand to get the you know the technology and

the materials and the studios I needed to build all those things.

But in the other hand, it's been my biggest obstacle because I couldn't create and I couldn't do the things I wanted to do since my childhood.

I never been a good pop star. I never been a good pop star I never been you know the the type of of the Vangelis that they try to sell the record companies.

I always that has been always my biggest problem. I was promoted in a different

way from the from the one I am really not because I'm not the other one because I was doing it

but I was doing it not because that was my you know my primary decision is because I had to do it.

Otherwise I couldn't. I couldn't, how, I mean, through the electronic field field I couldn't buy I mean all the synthesizes and I couldn't

equip my studio with the latest technology and I keep doing until now which is I mean a big thing.

So I had to had to

found the funds, the funding, which I always did in myself in order to create all those kind of things.

And then that deprived me of another big, big very important thing which is the to create outside out of that

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