Hey guys, it's just qua and I just thought I'd plug in my mic and I'm always thinking these days.

And I tried to bring back Bates podcast with Yasmin, who edits our vlogs and she helps out with

Brand deals too.

But it didn't work out.

And I think nothing is really working out because I forgot something that I told myself a long

time ago.

And it was a quote that I wrote down for an essay that I was

trying to get a scholarship for because I was so broke that I couldn't pay for college. I still

never finished college because I couldn't afford it. But that's not the point. I wrote down in a paper

failure to plan is planning to fail. I'm pretty sure that's what I wrote down or maybe I wrote down a goal without a deadline is just a dream. It was one of those but I think it was the planning one and I think that's why the daily vlogs did so well is because we had a deadline and it wasn't a deadline where we had to post

because we were going to lose a brand deal or we're going to lose money there was nothing to lose

it was pure passion and i had set the deadline for me and it was just fun it was it was something

that i looked forward to even though it was stressful and it was very chaotic trying to film a vlog and edit a storyline, put it all together and post it and interact with everyone, her internet family and also take care of my real family and real life.

It was crazy.

But I think because there was a deadline for me, I could handle it every day because I knew

no matter what I did, I had to make it happen.

And you know, a lot of people when they think about vloggers and influencers they think oh they do it

just for the money but if you really think about it we vlogged and posted a new vlog for four years

straight without missing a single day there are millionaires and i'm sure even billionaires

that do what they do to earn them money.

But no matter the amount of money, if you don't love what you're doing, you're not going to do it every day for that long.

There has to be some passion to it or there has to be a meaning behind why you want to do it some people they go to work

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