And look how far we've come, all the things we've done, did it all with love, beauty from the bottom of, all I want is you.

You're my favorite view, but there's nothing more.

Girl, you made my heart more and we are back

Welcome back you beautiful bitches

Season 3 episode 44 of the To Be Better podcast

This week we are continuing

A horrific email that we sent in last week

That was full of abuse

Really poor behavior

Yeah That you actually got mad about.

I did. I got really mad about it. And, you know, it's been 24 hours since we read the email.

I've calmed down. I've processed a lot. It's stupid when we get mad, so I'm so glad that we took a break.

I want to clarify that I'm not mad at the emailer.

I'm mad at the situation.

I'm mad at the actions that are happening,

that there is an entitlement to treating somebody the way that she's being treated. I am mad about the tolerance

of it. No, I want to, the same way I want to shake me and love yourself. I want to. It's

disappointing. Yeah, it breaks my heart. Yeah. All right. So let's, let's jump into the part two of yesterday's email.

So I'm just going to read a little bit of where we left off in the last email and then continue.

I'm so stressed that I literally feel like I'm going to throw up when I try to eat and I have no

motivation to eat or cook or really take care of myself that much.

I do take steps to try to maintain my physical appearance as best as I possibly can, but I guess my brain blames him in a sense for the rapid and drastic decline of my health. So now to the main

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