I should not be fighting the same fight that my grandparents fought.

This is disgraceful.

This is death, sex, and money.

This is been a long time coming.

The show from WNYC about the things we think about a lot.

I just feel angry and overwhelmed and need to talk about more.

I'm really hoping this gets us somewhere because I'm sick and tired of being in the same

place.

I'm Anna Sale.

And this week, a lot of you have told us what you need to say right now.

In this moment of protest against racism and anguish about recent brutality, illness, and

devastating loss.

I'm used to racism being a thing in the background.

I'm used to racism being something that's subtle and something that is it in your face.

But right now, it feels super point blank and straightforward in a way that's hard

to deny and it just feels like, oh, y'all don't, y'all don't even care who sees.

I think what I need to say is, I'm struggling.

I'm not doing well.

I cry, hurts, my heart.

So it's a physically it hurts.

I want to scream.

Friends ask if I'm okay and I tell them I'm not because I'm not.

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