Think of Me Before I Disappear by Raahem Alvi (audio)
Clarkesworld Magazine
Clarkesworld Magazine
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🗓️ 11 February 2026
⏱️ 56 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Welcome to the third story |
| 0:02.3 | The Clarkshold Magazine podcast |
| 0:03.9 | Issue 233 for February |
| 0:06.5 | 2026. I hope this podcast finds you well. I'm your host and |
| 0:10.0 | narrator, Kate Baker. And as always, thank you for |
| 0:13.3 | subscribing. Thank you for checking a few bucks our way via |
| 0:15.9 | patreon.com, forward slash Clarksworld, or |
| 0:18.4 | go into the website to see how you can support us each and every month. |
| 0:21.3 | Your monetary contributions help us pay the authors, the artists, the nonfiction contributors, |
| 0:27.1 | and the staff. We cannot do this without you. So thank you. Our story is titled, Think of me |
| 0:32.8 | before I disappear by Rahim Elvi. Rahim Elvi is a Pakistani Canadian writer, artist and a lover of all |
| 0:40.9 | things related to science, cosmic eldridge abominations, and good food. When he's not writing, |
| 0:46.4 | he's either wearing his wrists out from extremely intricate ink drawings or hanging out with stray cats. |
| 0:52.2 | And if you like what you hear, go back to Heart of Thunder and |
| 0:55.0 | Technicolor baths. So my dear listener, I hope that you can sit back, relax, and let me tell you |
| 1:02.1 | a story. Maria Shaw was declared dead in the emergency room. She was incident incidentally, also dead yesterday. And the day before |
| 1:12.5 | that, in Anika's bed, Maria had been consistently dead since the beginning of their love four years ago, |
| 1:18.4 | and today was no different than the first night they kissed. Anika was feeling sick. The lights of the |
| 1:23.8 | ambulance had partly left her blind. Red, blue explosions had semi-permanently burned into her lenses. But the worst part of a sudden emergency was the chart of emotional reactions. They were distributed between a million different categories, all at so many conflicting wavelengths, that the combined sum total of their output was a flat line. |
| 1:44.0 | Baby? |
| 1:45.0 | Maria whispered. |
| 1:46.3 | Between the clinical and overly sanitary hospital, whites and grays, contrasted by industrial |
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