It makes all sense in the world. My question to you is that though you were a virgin, were you affectionate with him before you got married?

Very. So you're a touchy feeling rubbing all on them?

Oh, very. All the things.

And it just switched.

So you felt like what happened was, was literally your diagnosis of post-partum depression, was that, dealing

with that consistently throughout after having the kids. Was that what caused you to not be physically or

cause you to not be physically or physical with your husband?

Yes, absolutely. And then when the first year of marriage happened when the

infidelity stepped in that was the underlying and overlying issue that

caused you physically from a physical standpoint I'm having panic attacks just by the mere touch of him.

So when you got pregnant, oftentimes, you got, several times, was that planned pregnancy or hey we just had sex today and

because he just said all the time, time yeah it was just like all right after this

drought we end up having sex boom I'm pregnant again yes wow every single one

every second that escapes without you here with me.

Keeps my heart anticipating

till I finally see you. When I made my vowels I told God that I was going to take care of this gift.

I've been waiting for you.

Girl, you know I've been praying for you.

Been writing these love letters. So I fight for that future in the present.

So I fight for that future in the present.

That was good, Kim.

Congratulations to the ones who found love

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