Before I finish this video, I will share a dream that the Lord gave.

I dreamt that I was a mother of a young child.

He was about nine or ten years old, the sweetest little boy that you could ever imagine.

And I was the mother of a much older child, 21 years old.

My 21 year old was extremely narcissistic.

Caught up in the online Facebook affirmation, Instagram Instagram catch me on Snapchat and all the

chats lifestyle he was a very handsome young men tall and a good looking boy he loved himself

and he had picked up this habit of taking selfies and wanting to see himself in the camera from a

young age and even though his father and I had

discouraged him this boy had never let that go and when he grew up he was always posting his

workout pictures not nude but flexing his muscles and basically just showing off his good side and

his friends would come and fawn and say how good looking he was the younger one was such a

sweet and obedient child and he was still at their age where boys will sit on their mother's lap

and let her cover his face with kisses and then my younger son died it was terrible in our community

my younger son died and i remember at his funeral, everyone was speechless.

The pastor was choking to get the sermon out.

He was trying to say those few words like, you know, the Lord gives and the Lord takes away,

but I could see the pastor was struggling with why such a good baby died.

And the older boy was not at the funeral. His father and I could not get a hold of him,

and he did not even know that his younger brother had died. And so after the funeral,

some fear seized me, and I could not even go to join that line where they tell you're so sorry,

I left the father to handle that and I ran home and I changed, I kept my black on but I put sneakers on and I went running out into the city to find my son.

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