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🗓️ 1 November 2018
⏱️ 25 minutes
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How could I make my life better? Recently, I was unhappy with a few areas of my life. I couldn't figure out how to be happier, so I decided to take a drastic step. I heard about Ayahuasca "meditation retreats" from people I know, and decided to try it out. Here's the story of what happened... and why it was the worst night of my life.
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| 0:00.0 | I was running through the backroads shirtless, shoeless, and just passed by the gates of Auschwitz on my right. |
| 0:07.0 | What the fuck is going on? I've completely lost myself trapped in some sick fucking video game. |
| 0:13.2 | Everything was pixelated, I didn't know who I was, |
| 0:16.7 | and couldn't see farther than an inch in front of myself. |
| 0:19.2 | Hunching over, I was exhausted, |
| 0:21.1 | wanted it all to end, and was waiting for someone to come help me. |
| 0:25.4 | No one was coming. |
| 0:26.8 | I was alone. |
| 0:28.4 | I wanted to cry. |
| 0:30.4 | All I could do was help myself. That was the point. |
| 0:34.0 | Fast forward a few hours in the night, |
| 0:36.0 | I was crying uncontrollably, |
| 0:38.0 | realizing I don't love myself. |
| 0:40.0 | This Iowasca experience completely changed my life. |
| 0:44.0 | What's up you amazing listeners, it's your boy Fast Fingers, aka Rabbi Cantliz, |
| 0:48.0 | aka Noah Kagan. |
| 0:50.0 | Today I'm going to share with you a four-part series about Iowasca. I wish you had that spelling thing. |
| 0:57.6 | If you haven't heard of it, Iowasca is a psychedelic from South America that people drink, |
| 1:01.9 | trip out, puke, and have amazing visions that change their life. |
| 1:07.0 | It's a plant medicine that's becoming more and more popular by Westerners. |
| 1:10.4 | You may have heard of it like me, but had zero interest or weren't clear why all these people are doing it. |
| 1:15.2 | I didn't think my life was bad enough to actually warrant it. You know what I mean? |
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