And Hello everybody and welcome back to the Traders for

Hi-Pup podcast we're here today to talk to the latest banished with a very heavy heart.

Myself and Brian Scaller joined by the Kevin Martin.

Kevin, how are you feeling at this hour, man?

Good, weird.

When you watch yourself go through that banishment process and I don't know your body kind of relives it, you're like,

it's really weird to watch yourself get voted out of a reality TV show, especially in the way I kind of fell apart and it was self-inflicted and then there's just a lot of emotions there but overall big picture I'm so happy like what a great run in this show you know what I mean I feel amazing.

He definitely sparked a lot of energy and life into the show now I want to start from the

back which is you said in a confessional right after the banishment that this was a round table you were going to be

regretting for a long time coming what do you regret about it?

Mm. I regret basically I could have turned down the whole volume like it was such an

emotionally charged day for me I was on death row and I'm sorry if I'm on death row

with Mary and Melissa like I'm done I'm done that shield was such an emotional win and I was like oh my goodness it was so big I didn't take a second to regather and get back and get present again.

And what I really regret is obviously, I was just a little too forthcoming and

and I shouldn't have mentioned Coosy and Leroy's name.

It was just so dumb.

It was so dumb.

I was like, maybe we're at on the same wavelength

where like, I really thought Leroy was so under the radar.

He could have used a little bit of heat

to avoid the murder.

And then Coosy I was actually really suspicious of as the

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