Yo, what's up? It's your girl DJ dark. I didn't even know this thing was gonna turn on

I was just talking to myself and what I was just about to say how my mouth was. Oh my god. These holes are dangerous

Yo, these holes are dangerous. It is 710 a.m

Welcome to the day after Valentine's Day

I have recorded the Valentine's Day podcast like three fucking times and I had to delete it because I was like this shit is soft

It's not accurate. It's not what we need and then I realized what was wrong with me

I don't like when people pretend to need things

Yo, if you ever really really want to see me be vicious

Pretend like you weak when you're not pretend you need something when you don't

Act like you're helpless when you're not and you will see a side of me that will probably make you never want to be around me again

Heartless you don't even know

You try and act like you can't do something for yourself that I know you can do

You try and act like you can't handle a situation that I know you can

You try and act that like you need me in a situation where you don't need anyone but yourself

And then you try to put that guilt that blame that neediness on somebody else

Boy, whether it's me or not even if I'm just a witness to it the anger that builds in me

because

It's simple training, right? I've realized and the more I've learned what the word self-esteem actually means and what what it

Is what's what's the definition of it? You know, we throw it around a lot, but

About like 10 12 years ago I realized that the definition the actual definition of self-esteem is your

Your faith and your ability to handle any given situation. So

Someone's high self-esteem they come across and emotionally troubling physically troubling

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